"I don't have any confidence and don't know what to do next"
Namaste... I am Basavaraj from India and your advice helped me before. Now I am in a confused situation and your help will be greatly appreciated. I am going to finish my PhD in two months. I don't have great interest in research but continued the PhD in Spain due to financial problems and student loans. From the past 6 months I tried to change my career to online internet marketing because I thought it involved less work, but as I know now it takes lot of effort and dedication and also I am not a very computer skilled person. I spent a lot of money to do other home businesses but there also I didn't succeed. And now again I am in the same situation of debt and need to find a new job. Could be again continuing in the research field to overcome financial problems.
I can't go back to India because it's hard for me to earn the money and clear the debts and I don't like to stay in the West because already I have suffered a lot being lonely and away from family and friends. My astrology says I do well in the Biochemist field in which I am doing research now but I don't like it and also I don't have any confidence that I will do well in that field. I just pushed three and half years in this research hesitatingly; agian, I don't want to do the same mistake. This is my situation and I don't know what to do. I have responsibility of parents and their expectations are very high... I am very worried and confused. I don't know what lesson I need to learn here. I am not finding any light on my way. Please help me to come out of this situation. In advance, thanking you...
Hi. Nice to hear from you again, and I'm glad to help. OK. Let's get started.
The first thing that is showing up is that your nervous system needs to be strengthened. You need to clear your chakras daily - in fact, twice a day. This will strengthen you and be an all around tonic for you. Read the article on the home page of this site about the chakras and how to clear them.
You are needing to learn to listen to and trust your inner voice - the divine spirit within you that guides you. Taking the yogic approach is good for you. Have you ever thought about becoming a yoga teacher, or finding a career that has to do with yoga? This would connect you to your spiritual guidance in a good way. I think that you keep looking for a career in ways that don't fit you, and you are trying to fulfill someone else's idea foor what you should do rather then doing what you love and what is right for you. If you're not on your own path, doing what you love, how can anything feel right or go well for you then?
However, you do have an energy issue/belief that is blocking your way that you need to clear. It is one where you feel like a square peg in a round hole all the time - a belief/feeling that you just don't fit anywhere - and when one has this belief, it's hard to feel at home or safe or right anywhere. This needs to be cleared. Here is a good way to do that: I invite you to start working with a healing technique called Whole Heart Healing. It is a technique that allows you to get in touch with the anger and to see where it began, and then to release it and bring in a new level of consciousness.
Please follow the link above to read the information on it. Get familiar with it, then follow the basic steps to do the technique. It's a lot to read, but the basic technique is pretty straightforward and simple - it is an incredibly powerful technique to heal yourself and to get unstuck. I invite you to do this process 4 times - allow about 3 days between sessions.
See where this takes you.