"Am I blocking my own healing, and if so what can I do?"
Dear Ayal, I would like to know if am I blocking my own healing, if I am why, and what can I do about it?
I've tried so many self-help methods and have sought many different types of healers and therapists that I almost feel ridiculous to be doing it again, by posting a question here. I feel like there s a block to my healing of core issues. Some of the things that I have sought help for over the years are: PTSD from my childhood (mother was extremely verbally and emotionally abusive, father wasn t around much), suicidal depression, addiction to food, teeth-grinding/not sleeping well, not fitting in well with others. Currently, I'm going through a lot of angst about finding my mission in life. I run the gamut from having too many interests, to feeling like there's nothing that I truly LOVE to do.
I'm 36 years old and have been on the self-healing path since I was 20. Am I blocking my own healing? Is it a past life issue? I have trouble connecting to my Guides and Spirit and once was told that there's a membrane over my crown chakra (or was it over my head blocking my crown chakra?) What's going on? Some things within myself are better as I get older, and I know I ve healed in many areas, but these core issues still seem to linger. They can be very painful sometimes. Any advice would be appreciated, thanks.
Hi - What is showing up for you is an issue of "Defeatism: no longer caring for the self." Also anxiety. The affirmation is: "I love and approve of myself. It is safe for me to care for myself."
I also invite you to say out loud twice a week for the next three days the following very powerful prayer that will really start things moving for you:
A homeopathic remedy would be a good thing for you. I invite you to locate a good practitioner and work with them for the next 3 years. This is extremely deep work and will peel back the layers for you and bring about a deep healing.
You need to address the PH balance in your body. You are too acidic. Get some info on this and proceed accordingly.
Cultivate cheerful energy. To do this, get hold of the book called "Ask And It Is Given" They talk about using a technique called a focus wheel to uplevel your energy and bring situations and yourself to a higher vibration. Will be very good for you.
You need to continue to work on your victim energy and blaming others for your circumstances. Learning to deal with necessary losses is part of everyone's contract. Right now you are still coming from victim energy about 73% of the time. When you fully clear this, your life will be amazingly different. To help you with this, I invite you to have an Akashic Record reading. The Akashic Records are the records of every soul and everything that was ever created since the beginning of time. People who offer Akashic Records can tap into them and ask what is called the Record Keepers for information about whatever you choose to ask. Focus especially on finding out more about your being in victim energy and what to do about it. You can contact a person named Chris who is an excellent reader to set up an appointment at 843/364-5725.
A great visualization for you to do is the following:
To heal the effects of a psychic attack: