"I possess superior intellectual skills but I can't seem to achieve anymore nor even work"
Your website is really enlightening and inspirational. I stayed up until this wee hour in the morning to read your answers. Your divine power is a great blessing. I used to be very brilliant and progressive financially but now I am weak and tired mentally and physically and penniless. I possess superior intellectual skills in some areas of my life but I can't seem to achieve anymore. I don't even work. I am on social assistance. I am almost 50 years old. I used to own home in my 20's and 30's. Now in my midlife I am waiting for social housing. Some people think I have been Jinxed. I am very poor and shabby but I have no interest in attaining material stuff. I just want to live easy and free and be a bum.
It would be good for you to say the following, 5 times a day for 6 weeks:
It would also be good for you to order the Aura-Soma product, the turquoise quintessence called Maha Chohan which is called also the Great teacher. It is for releasing feelings that are stuck that need to be expressed. You can order this at firstname.lastname@example.org. You need to place drops of the essence on your forehead 4 times a day for 4 months.
There is a lot of anxiety in you that needs to be released. Somewhere along the way something happened wherein you felt destroyed. What was that? Those feelings need to be released and recognized. It has to do with your inner feminine, or creative abilities. This feeling or fear of being destroyed has resulted in your being cut off from others, protecting yourself in this way - but it has also led to loneliness and pessimism. That is why you want to be a bum and not connected to anyone. Issues of self esteem need to be healed. I invite you to read the Laws of the Universe and see what has you believing that you can or will be or were destroyed. Beliefs are only perceptions, and perceptions are a choice and can be changed.