"Can you tell me what best to do with my life?"
Ayal, can you tell me if I'm on the right track with my workshops? All I want to do is give and open others to their own light, let alone the light of the Universe. Also, do you think my writing is still a feasible avenue for me?
Hi - This kind of question is a bit tricky for me, as it puts me in a place of power over your life decisions. I have found that as many people as we may go to, looking for them to tell us if we're doing the right thing (which is different than suggesting someone look at an issue), that's how many different answers we'll get. In the end, what happens is that we just get filled up with other people's ideas of what we should do instead of really knowing it for ourselves - in our gut, and heart, and soul. Someone else's reassurances or answers may make us feel better for a little bit, but if we have doubts about ourselves, our own power, and our ability to know what's right (which is why we go to someone else for their answer to begin with), it will only be a temporary fix. The doubt or confusion will come up again. And then we'll go ask someone else. I've done this myself quite a lot, and the confusion and doubt were still there until I knew it, found it, for myself.
Someone once told me that confusion means you've given your power to someone else. Sometimes, I think, that's why we get stuck in our lives, because our energy is not within us - we've given our power away. How can we make a decision if we have no energy to do it with? However, it is wonderful to hear someone telling us, reminding us who we truly are, and to have faith in ourselves. We all need that from time to time, to see ourselves, our power and beauty, reflected back to us. That is a gift we can give one another.
So, I would like you to know that you have everything you need to know whether you are doing what is right for you. You have light, and love, and power. Call on your personal Power, the warrior side of your nature... don't sit and wait for someone else to do or say something. Use your creativity, speak your truth, and act in a clear and responsive way so your life has all your knowingness and energy behind it. Trust your gut and your heart. You can and will respond in a way that promotes your growth, that shows you the way. The future is like a baby that you carry on your back, and you take care of it by responding appropriately. Listen to your needs and wants, hopes and desires. See where your passion is. You have all the ability you need - all you must do is recognize it in the Self and use it.