Feeling Compassion:
Only for the Hungry, or
Also for People Who Hurt You?
By Gabriella Kortsch, Ph.D.
Most people have no problem in
understanding how to feel compassion for the poor and hungry from
third-world countries, or even those in similar positions in our own
wealthier nations. And certainly, most people understand why we would
even begin to entertain the idea of feeling compassion for people in
such a predicament. It seems the normal, human, charitable thing to
feel, doesn’t it? This may even lead a good portion of the people
feeling such compassion to actually undertaking something tangible that
might ease the burden of those who suffer from poverty, hunger,
homelessness, persecution, etc.
Partners Who Hurt, Cheat, Lie
Often
when clients walk into my office for the first time, they will expend
an inordinate amount of energy telling me, during that first session,
how much their partner, companion, or spouse has hurt them, cheated
them, lied to them, deceived them, manipulated them, changed on them,
or abandoned them, to name only a few. And, of course, I am expected to
empathize with their position, and essentially see that the other party
is someone who can only be defined in unspeakable terms.
It Takes Two to Tango…
At
this point I frequently intervene and offer the opinion that it does
take two to tango (so, for example, if he/she did such-and-such to you,
why did you let it go on for so long?), and further, that no matter
what “relationship crime” the other party has actually “committed”,
he/she also deserves some compassion because who knows what has
happened in their life up to that point (and particularly in their
early life) in order to bring them to behave in such a despicable way.
This will occasionally merit me a baleful glare from my client. But often I also see a glimmer of understanding, or even of agreement. Sometimes I think it’s their way of assuaging their own angry thoughts at themselves for having fallen in love with the other person at all, of justifying to themselves that there was something wonderful there for them at the beginning, and that therefore it is not necessary to view themselves as total relationship failures for having chosen so badlyIndeed. But there is more to be looked at.
The Why and the How of it all
Why
we might feel compassion for someone who has hurt us seems to be easy
to understand. They may have become the way they now are; this awful
way they are behaving with us, in other words, because of, as mentioned
earlier, difficult traumas in their childhood, perhaps painful
relationship patterns prior to meeting us, or a myriad number of other
plausible reasons that might allow us to get a glimpse into the inner
makings of this other person.
But how do we go about feeling this compassion, when what we really would like to do is wring their necks, or never let them see the children again, or take them for what they’re worth and leave them without a penny, or make them pay in some other way that will truly make them realize just how much they have hurt us?
How do we find it in ourselves to bring up any measure of compassion when they obviously are such absolutely awful people? People who have perhaps hurt us more than anyone elseDeliberately. Hatefully. Viciously. A betrayal of this nature, where once there was love, and now there is only blackness, is perhaps more difficult to deal with than any other kind of betrayal because we see it from the position of deliberateness on the part of the other personThey wanted to hurt us. They did so knowingly.
Finding the Way to Compassion in the Mirror of our Self-Image
While
major religions spend a great deal of time preaching compassion,
religion is by no means the only method to find your way to compassion. Rather, I would venture to say, the first step might be by taking a
look at yourself. By seeing what is inside of you. By getting to know
yourself, your intentions, your desires, your needs, your fears, your
vanities, your pride, your ego, your priorities, your patience, and
your degree of self-awareness.
Self Awareness and Responsibility
Self-awareness
is such a tricky thing. If you don’t have it, you generally don’t know
that you don’t have it, and when you begin to acquire it, you keep
forgetting about it until you make a discipline of it, of forcing
yourself to be self-aware at as many moments as possible in your life. Only then does it have a chance of becoming second nature, and thus of
you being self-aware at almost all times. This implies that you begin
to take responsibility for everything you feel, think, and do,
and as you take on responsibility for all that, you begin to understand
that what another person has done to you is his/her responsibility,
his/her problem, his/her issue to be resolved, and that no matter how
much you may rant and rave or crave revenge, you will never be able to
change the other. You can only change yourself. As we absorb the truth of this statement, we begin to understand that
what others do unto us is truly only interesting and important from the
point of view of how we react to their words or acts.
And how we react depends in large measure on our degree of self-awareness. It is at this point that the possibility for compassion enters the picture. The more self-aware you are, the more you know you have choices and alternatives at every turn of the road. Therefore you begin to understand that someone who has hurt you (hurting others generally implies, among other things, fear in the one who hurts; fear of feeling insecure, fear of chaos, fear of loss of control, etc., but that is a topic for another article) has done so from a position of blindness, of a lack of self-awareness.
Careful now, I am not suggesting we simply excuse all these people and say, “oh, they didn’t know what they were doing, so it’s ok”. Of course it’s not ok. But because you are now capable of understanding where they are coming from; in other words, from blindness, you are now able to feel compassion. How they resolve their own issues that cause this behavior on their part, is their problem. Perhaps you will want to be supportive in helping them shed light on it, perhaps not. But in the meantime, you have resolved an enormous issue of your own, by looking at yourself, by resolving to become self-aware, and by choosing the path of compassion rather than the path of hatred, anger, self-pity, or revenge (For more about Destructive Emotions, see the collaboration in book format between Western psychologists, neuroscientists, philosophers and Buddhist scholars, narrated by Daniel Goleman).
Compassion for others does have a ripple effect. Try it and observe what happens…not only with others, but most particularly, inside of you.
Dr. Kortsch
holds a doctorate in psychology and dedicates herself to integral
coaching, clinical hypnotherapy, relationship coaching, and energy
techniques. She is an author and professional speaker and broadcasts a
live weekly radio show in English that is available on the Internet or for listening on her
website, and has appeared in numerous television programs in English
and Spanish. She can help you move towards greater personal and
relationship success with her integral approach to life and offers
training and workshops in the field of self-development and choosing
responsibility for the self.